\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Hangimiz yan\u0131lmad\u0131 a\u015fk denen bu oyunda. Ya da hangimiz \u00e7ekip giderken bir sevdadan, \u0131slanmad\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimiz. Belki de b\u0131rak\u0131p giderken boynu b\u00fck\u00fck bir a\u015fk\u0131, yanan bir orman\u0131n h\u00fczn\u00fcyd\u00fc d\u00fc\u015flerimiz. Ve belki izi hep kalacak bir yara gibi onlarca sevda saplad\u0131k durduk y\u00fcre\u011fimize. Ama a\u015fk hi\u00e7 dinmedi. Ve biten her yang\u0131n\u0131n sonras\u0131nda, k\u00fcllerin aras\u0131ndan bir kardelen gibi boy verdi.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Belki de a\u015fk bizim i\u00e7imizdeydi. Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zsa, sadece bize onu g\u00f6sterebilecek tertemiz bir y\u00fcz. Ve buldu\u011fumuzda g\u00fcl y\u00fcz\u00fcnde kendimizi g\u00f6rece\u011fimiz bir sevgili, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden bulduk san\u0131rd\u0131k \u00e7o\u011fu kez. Oysa her seferinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz, yine kendi y\u00fcre\u011fimizdi. Ve sevgili dedi\u011fimiz o masum insan, sadece bir ayna. Girmeye g\u00f6rs\u00fcn araya zaman. Yava\u015f yava\u015f bulan\u0131rd\u0131 her \u015fey. Tozlan\u0131rd\u0131 en g\u00fczel mavisi sevdalar\u0131n ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez olurdu a\u015fk. Sonra onu temizlemeye g\u00f6steremedi\u011fimiz sabr\u0131, bir ba\u015fka sevday\u0131 ararken g\u00f6sterirdik \u00e7o\u011fu kez. Asl\u0131nda tozlanan onun y\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fil, bizim g\u00f6zlerimizdi. G\u00f6rmek istedi\u011fimiz belki de yeni bir y\u00fczde eski bir a\u015fkt\u0131. Ve biten her sevdadan elimizde kalan, h\u00fczne bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 m\u0131srayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu g\u00fcn sabahtan beri hi\u00e7 dinmedi ya\u011fmur. Sabahtan beri perdeleri bile a\u00e7mad\u0131m. \u0130nsan en \u00e7ok b\u00f6yle havalarda bak\u0131yor kendi y\u00fcre\u011fine. Ve y\u00fcr\u00fcrken so\u011fuk yollar\u0131nda \u0130stanbul\u2019un, en \u00e7ok ya\u011fmurun h\u00fczn\u00fc bula\u015f\u0131yor \u00fczerimize. Sonra erken gelen k\u0131\u015f\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131 sar\u0131yor benli\u011fimizi ve g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez bulutlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00fcne\u015fi, bahar\u0131 bekleyen bir kardelen gibi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131veriyoruz karlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan.\u00a0 Umut s\u0131cak bir ekme\u011fin bu\u011fusu gibi \u0131s\u0131t\u0131yor i\u00e7imizi. Yeni bir sevdaya yelken a\u00e7\u0131yoruz. Ve daha bilmeden kopacak f\u0131rt\u0131nay\u0131, hemen k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da kaleme sar\u0131l\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A\u015fk bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r, \u015fiirse kocaman bir yelkendir y\u00fcre\u011fimizde sal\u0131n\u0131p duran. Ve \u015fair dedi\u011fimiz o garip adam okyanuslar ortas\u0131nda pusulas\u0131 bozulmu\u015f bir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r \u00e7o\u011fu kez. Ne yandan eserse r\u00fczg\u00e2r, yelkenlerini o y\u00f6ne \u00e7evirip yol al\u0131rken denizde, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmez kopacak f\u0131rt\u0131nay\u0131, ya\u011facak ya\u011fmuru. Nas\u0131rl\u0131 ellerinde d\u00fcmen, direnir durur dalgalara. Bazen kopan bir f\u0131rt\u0131nad\u0131r a\u015fk, bazen ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir yakamoz. Yorulsa da \u00f6m\u00fcr denen bu yolculukta, \u00e7o\u011fu kez mutludur \u015fair. Yani bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131. \u00a0Yaln\u0131z da olsa a\u015f\u0131lmaz sular\u0131n koynunda, ne bir d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 vard\u0131r kendinden ba\u015fka ne de yolda\u015f\u0131. Ve teknesiyle yar\u0131\u015fan yunuslard\u0131r tek arkada\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aylar aylar\u0131, y\u0131llar y\u0131llar\u0131 kovalar. O ald\u0131rmaz ge\u00e7en zamana ve yelkenlerini r\u00fczg\u00e2ra adar. G\u00fcn gelir yeni bir sevdaya a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fken y\u00fcre\u011fini, dayanamaz elleri d\u00fcmenin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ve birden bire g\u00f6k g\u00fcrler, sular kudurur ve zaman denen o ac\u0131mas\u0131z yar\u0131\u015f sessizce durur. Ertesi g\u00fcn yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir a\u015fk\u0131n sahiline, y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc \u015fiire bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 cesedi vurur. Sonra al\u0131p g\u00f6merler onu en sevdi\u011fi r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fine. \u00c2\u015f\u0131klar a\u011flar d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131nda. Ve a\u015fk g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bir kardelendir bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
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